Technical Difficulties Please Stand By...

Hello? Is this thing on? hold on a minute..... no I don't think it is JERRY? JERRY!! JERRY WILL YOU TURN THE THINGY ON! YOU KNOW THE THINGY! It's just to the right there, no that's left, other way, turn it on. Is it on now? What if I do this? DAMNIT right hold on, try again, nope still not working. Right, I'll get the wire cutters. WHICH ONE DO I CUT? HELLO? JERRY YOU STILL THERE? Damn he's gone. Right hmmmm let me think now, it must beeeeee hmmmmm this one *cut*........

We're back online folks, just my brain isn't

New laptop, new educational year, new.... er. Anyway, I haven't made a post in ages so I'll give you small post tonight. It's not even being typed on a word document first, it's all just straight on this and out there for you. One way I've made myself write is the number of views rapidly declining. Well, when I say rapid, it's more like a few views less because I never get a lot of views anyway so each view is a triumph. Maybe one day I'll break into it and... be famous. I always say that though. It'll never happen. So, I just wanted to say that things should be back up and running soon and I'll make more posts. It's tough trying to get the momentum going again.

Small Technical Hitch

We have a small technical hitch here as the laptop is broken. I am using another computer which we have but the Microsoft Office that we have installed is very old (2000) and therefore the blogger can't retrieve the copied words written in the document across to be edited and posted on here. Apologies for any inconvenience and lack of posts. I will do my best to fix this problem by buying a new laptop and try and get more posts done.

Thank you for your patience.

Well, well, well

Well, I’m sort of back. I haven’t posted on the blog for a while because I was away doing other things that humans are meant to do. Like holiday and spend time with the family. But I’m back now and I can announce it. If I announced I was going anywhere, that’d be a bad idea and we’d get burgled and it’d be my entire fault.

Boredom is really really dangerous

For the past few days I have been, well, bored I guess. I haven’t been working because it’s my weekend off which has been amazing. I haven’t had a weekend off for several weeks. Because of this, the weather has decided to screw me over and turn really horrible like it’s the middle of November. Of course during the times in which I did work, it was barbeque weather. Typical.

Another Glum Day

If you can’t tell, I’m back into depression or is it sadness? It seems too short for depression but too long for even it being normal sadness. The feeling of someone just grabbing a blunt rusty knife and pushing it through your heart and every day they twist it just a little bit so that the wound just doesn’t heal up. That’s what the past three weeks coming has felt like. Every single day I wake up to find that that person isn’t there and every single day feels like punishment for something I haven’t done. I can’t even work out why. Instead of trying, I’ve just left it and I’m saying nothing. Both can play this game but neither of us will ever win and we’ll just both lose.

Everyday seems like a hassle to sit down a focus. Seems like there’s too much inside my head going on. Too many times and places I’m meant to be at. Too many things I have to keep reminding myself to search on the internet or watch on TV.  Too many lists inside my head that have grown so large, I’ve forgotten what the first thing ever was. I’ve had a lot to deal with, I guess, in my early life. I’ll not go into details with that but it just seems that I should now be due a little bit of brightness and a little bit of happiness. Yet it doesn’t seem like that’s going to happen for a while. I believe in karma and I believe that it’s interconnected with science. If I’m being punished so much in my first 18 years of life, what has set this to happen? Is it bad thoughts and ideas? Is it something to do before I came into this world? What has the person done before me which means that I have to be punished for in this life time? Or am I just being stupid?  I just hope I have a good spell soon.

I’ve tried to distract myself. It has sort of helped and it’s nice just to forget for a while but it soon creeps back and that persistent feeling of not having the motivation or energy to do the things I like doing. I want to draw and paint but I just can’t be bothered. Instead I go for the easy option and sit around all day on the internet repeating the same damn sites over and over.  Nothing makes me happy anymore, well at least for now. Not even typing this makes me happy but only eases the pain just a bit at the thought that someone might read it. I’m not asking for pity or sympathy or anything. What am I asking? I don’t know; maybe just that someone might read this and understand how I’m feeling.

I would like to work on some things like working on more sketches and writing. Maybe even start a few short sketches for radio or maybe even a spoof of my work. It’s just getting the motivation and will power to work on it.

Linking and Anonymity

Sometimes when I’m listening to a truly epic song I will continually type to the tune and find that I’m really awesome. Plus no one knows that I’m doing it. It’s like singing in the car but it’s actually typing on the laptop with headphones on. I’m pretty sure that I’m not the only one that does that.

10 Things I Seriously Hate About Facebook

·         People keep adding you

Seriously people! You add me on Facebook when I haven’t talked to you in yonks and never did and if I even tried to talk to you now face to face I’m pretty sure you’d just give up and walk away so why add me on this damn thing? Seriously?

What do?

What have I done today?

Well...

Summer time and that means... Blogging

I’m bored so I’ll post on my blog. School’s finished. In fact it finished in April really before, we got off for Easter. 15^th of April, to be exact. Went to England. Came back. ‘Revised’ (went on internet 12 hours a day). Finished exams on 31^st May. Since then done nothing. I ironed. How exciting. Lots of full stops.

It's been a while...

I had to seriously get on with History revision for the exam next week, so, I did this drawing instead...

Another Bumpity

It's better when you squint at it!

Bumpity

Be Strong