I Want to Lie, Shipwrecked and Comatose...!

Pencil in small Moleskine

C is for...

Well frankly I don’t know what 'C' is for. I suppose it can be ‘cede’ which means in general terms ‘to give up’ which is basically on my mind. That’s why it’s been so long since the last proper blog post. You always get that oomph to do something and you have pages upon pages to write and then as soon as it comes, it goes. Everything is in blocks and is never smooth with me and it’s something I hate. Every couple of months I want to do something and have such motivation to do them such as drawing or writing or reading and then after a month or so, it just disappears no matter how hard I try to keep it on a high. This then turns into, “I give up and can’t be bothered!” and then life becomes a little depressing because everything is ‘pointless’ and ‘won’t last’.